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Philosophy: Why life accelerates as you get older

“It’s a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.”

- Lewis Carroll

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Today I had a moment of total realisation that shook the very core of who I was and forced me to examine the years I have left on this planet. It was a realisation about the passage of time and it was caused, funnily enough, by a video game about police helicopters (yes, really).

I could explain how it affected me, but I think it were more useful to you if I first explain  why a game about police helicopters affected me so much. And how that relates to similar experiences you’ll have had/will have as you get older.

And we all get older…

Humans block time into segments using memories as milestones.

Or perhaps put another way; memories are like reference points in how we measure the ethereal phenomenon of time.

Bear with me, I’ll explain…

Today I was researching an article for a major gaming website about Psygnosis, a now defunct Liverpool based games publisher and developer. The company is much beloved by me and countless other gamers who grew up on the epic digital storytelling that this little firm churned out over the years. One of my favourite games they released was G Police, a shooter for the Playstation.

As of this date (at the end of 2011), G Police was published a little over 14 years ago. For me, as a 23 year old, this means that this game came out over half of my lifetime ago.

To you, 14 years may not seem like a long time, but for the less experienced, like me, it really is.

Its simple maths…

If you are 80 years old and you divide life up into 4 chunks, each one is 20 years.

If you are are 20 years old and you divide life up into 4 chunks each is 5 years.

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Ugly but I hope it conveys my point

(Note I’m not saying we divide life into 4 chunks, it just simplifies it a bit)

You feel/perceive each chunk in the same way, but a lot more time passes between chunks for the 80 year old. Therefore a chunk of time for an older person feels the same, but in physical terms, is represents a lot longer span of time.

And it’s why when we get older, time seems to speed up. The chunks are getting bigger!

Memory is selective and unreliable. Your subconscious may record everything, but what you can feel, regardless of the length, feels the same. Time, in the objective sense, remains the same, but our perceptions change.

Why I almost fell off my chair…

What today’s gaming related realisation meant for me is that the chunks I measure time in are growing in size as I age.

Or to put it another way, time has put me a lot further away from that 1997 milestone than I had realised.

Our lifetimes are marked by the memorable milestones of our lives

Our intuitive feel for time’s passage is made up in milestones lodged in our memories. The strong feelings and good times associated with this game mean that G Police was one of my milestones.

Today the perspective it gave me was literally shocking.

I think this is a preview of the shock that very old people get when they realise how long has passed between now and a certain milestone.

Life’s not short, but it’s fast.

And it gets faster.

When was the last time you were shocked by such a realisation?

 

Article – Thought Experiment – At This Very Moment

At this very moment somewhere…

…Someone is born

…Someone dies

…Someone is in anguish

…Someone is in ecstasy

…Someone grieves

…Someone celebrates

…Someone is loved

…Someone is lonely

…Someone is engrossed

…Someone is bored

…Someone does themselves proud

…Someone fails miserably

…Someone’s life collapses

…Someone starts life anew

…Someone steps into a new world

…Someone leaves an old world behind

…Someone realises they love somebody

…Someone realises they don’t any more

…Someone misses somebody

…Someone is missed

…Someone climaxes

…Someone doesn’t

…Someone cowers

…Someone stands tall

…Someone screams

…Someone sits, surrounded by perfect silence

…Someone realises the futility of it all

…Someone realises the magnificence of it all

…Someone considers what someone else is doing.

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Article – On Seeing Opportunities And Helping People

The core idea of this article is that you don’t necessarily have to go out and find ‘contacts’ to seize extra opportunities in your life. Many of the people you already know loosely, or those closer to you, could very well be all you need. You have to ask and find out. And more importantly, you may have the resources or connections that these people could use to achieve greater professional or personal success. In this article I will discuss looking for more easily accessible opportunities and how to make use of them…

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Because I am really subtle.

Consider where you are in life now. If you are satisfied and successful, it may be because of some of these principles. These ideas can aid you. If you are dissatisfied and unsuccessful these ideas can greatly aid you. I didn’t ‘invent’ any of this, this is simply the time honoured means that people have been using to ‘get things done’ for centuries now. It doesn’t mean that make any claim to being an epic business success either, though I do embrace this philosophy wholeheartedly in my dealings with others.

There is an old business cliché; “your network is your net worth“. In a way this is true. Generally speaking, famous people are rich. They have lots of opportunities to provide value to the marketplace because lots of people know them and what they can do. They take advantage of these opportunities and grow wealthy. But who says that they should get all the rewards of being known for what they are good at?

Collaborative Mindset – The Key To Great Things (and pretty much everything!)

Simply put, the collaborative mindset acknowledges that we are more than the sum of our parts and you don’t have to do everything alone. It also symbolises the fact that the very world we live in as an integrated organic and political system. The social contract is built on the idea of collaboration. Society would not have come about if people hadn’t decided to collaborate on things. Pretty much everything you see around you required the work of multiple people. Example of the few things that may be completely in isolation are natural art, such as wood carvings done by a single person in isolation, but even then, unless the guy made the knife he used to carve the wooden artifact, he had some outside help getting his tools.  Hell, even you were the product of a collaboration between Mum and Dad.

Collaborative Mindset (literally)

Your opinion and philosophy was shaped by all the external stimuli that other people have given you. Yes, you are completely unique in your philosophy and I’m sure that you ‘think for yourself’ but much of the ideas and psychological paradigms that you construct your thinking with came from other people.

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Neither your perspective nor this building were built in isolation.

What I am trying to emphasize here with thousands of words is that nobody succeeds alone. Society has built up a mythical persona of the rugged individualist and the self made man. Think John Rambo, singlehandedly killing an entire army for great justice. But realistically, it doesn’t work that way. Even commandos operate in small units and get their ammunition, training and orders from other people.

Without collaboration human society would not exist. The moment we stop collaborating, is the moment it all begins to collapse. Just imagine what would happen if everyone in the world suddenly gained the mindset of absolutely self interested 2 year old children. It wouldn’t last long, would it?

So, hopefully I’ve hammered that point in enough…

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The rugged individualist needs no help whatsoever and cannot be killed by conventional weapons.

The Idea

So, amongst your network of friends and associates is the potential to create connections that can create magnificent improvements, be these financial, emotional or social. You can literally change your life completely and for the better with the influence of just one person.

And it goes both ways. Like an operator at a switchboard of opportunity, you have a role as networker, which now conscious of, you can choose to accept or reject.

The examples are endless. It may be as simple as having a problem that somebody out there knows the answer to. Perhaps you are a seeker with a spiritual question that someone can help you answer by his or her very example? Then there are the obvious examples of new friends, lovers, mentors and companions out there waiting to be found. People are almost unanimously the source of all fun and frustration in your life. And all a network really is, is a means to bring in all the wonderful things that people do and have into your world. Without other people life would be so depressingly boring that you’d probably be dead. Or insane. Who wants to be a hermit really?

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It takes a special sort of person to willingly relinquish contact with society.

 

I apply the idea by trying to consciously be as helpful and as useful as I can in the way I live. When people talk to me, I always tell them to ‘let me know if I can be of any more help’. I must have said it a thousand times. And I say it with the utmost sincerity. Yet I am always amazed at how little people are willing to take advantage of the help I would give freely and happily.

I think that one of the things behind this is that perhaps the promise to offer more help if required is seen merely as a social convention. The same way you say ‘good morning’ despite the fact that your cat has been run over, you’ve burnt your toast and a virus just corrupted last night’s work.

Unhelpful Habits

To better apply the idea there are some old habits that don’t really serve you or the world at large. They may need to be overcome.  To overcome them, first you must identify them…

Habit 1: Schadenfreude or being a ‘Sports Dad’

Firstly, schadenfreude is not for you anymore. You have nothing to gain from not helping your network succeed. Satisfaction arranged from ‘being in the same boat’ is weak at best and disgusting at worst. Consider, if one of those close to you has an opportunity to succeed, the new level they reach in life may present countless opportunities for you, let alone the happiness you get from seeing someone else you love being happy! If you should feel challenged by the idea of a loved one succeeding at anything, perhaps ask yourself why you feel this way? Does it make you feel inferior? Why? You are no worse or better than anyone else. The idea is meaningless. It’s not rational!

What real reasons would you have for not wanting a loved one to succeed? I can’t think of any.

Perhaps be encouraging. People need encouragement like people need food.  That doesn’t mean be a ‘Sports Dad’. Sports Dads sometimes turn the idea of offering encouragement into ‘complete control of my child’s life’. You can give little nudges, but pushing is usually unhelpful. People hate being pushed, obviously, and can turn resentful, which is no good for anyone.

On the flipside, sometimes you need a Sports Dad (but maybe a personal coach is better?). Perhaps Tiger Woods or Michael Jordan lost significant parts of their childhood to the endless practice of their craft, but I think it is fair to say they are both being amply rewarded for their excellence now!

The key thing is that they both got heroic and consistent encouragement at that all-important time in their lives.

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Sometimes you need a Sports Dad.

Habit 2: Treating people badly

Yeah, it is completely obvious but treating people badly for the sake of it really is harming more than just the receiver of your abuse. You may have seen the old cartoon of the boss who shouts at an employee, who shouts at his wife, who shouts at her son, who kicks the cat, and so on… This seems like a very reasonable way of describing the way that a message travels about, both good and bad. It is hard for us to get anything done if we are exerting our energies on sabotaging the progress of other people.

Habit 3: Not Asking For Help

If you have bought into the idea of the rugged individualist mythos in any way, you may feel guilty for asking people for help. I know what it feels like. You are supposed to measure up to the other people, right? You’ve got to be able to do your own graphic design, sales, raise 3 happy healthy children be able to run a marathon, know all the right people AND still have time for a good book. Right?

Wrong. I’ve been Mr. One Man Army and it was not a good time in my life, and if you’ve ever tried to go there fully, I think you’ll know what I mean.

You might be surprised to know that provided it is not too arduous, most people like to help each other. It gives us good feelings about ourselves. Why else does giving the right present at Christmas feel so wonderful and why else would people spend so much time and money in charitable acts or volunteering? Let people help you for their own good!

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I think that Indiana Jones is another example of the archetypical ‘Rugged Individualist’

Caveat: this is clearly not the same as being a social parasite that tries to extract as much energy and resources as possible from other people.  You want a little help, not to be carried for the rest of your life, right?

Networking

Not just ‘schmoozing’ for personal gain.

Networking sometimes takes on a negative connotation of seeing people as social ends and ‘befriending’ them solely for what they can do for you. Other times it gets overcomplicated by all sorts of messages that detract from the simple aphorism which can sum the whole idea up; ‘give to get’. It’s really not that hard (unless, I would imagine you are a politician or someone rather famous, but that is something else entirely..)

The true networker understands the value of helping his network and geometrically increasing the opportunities and possibilities within. Every addition to his associative group adds a magnitude of potential.

To put it simply; if you know 500 people on terms that you are friendly enough to converse with, and you meet a new person, you now have a potential 500 introductions to make.

That could be 500 new opportunities for everybody in your network.

What’s the problem then? People don’t tell each other what they want and what they can offer. I am as guilty as this as ever. Sometimes I think it would be a great idea for us all to have an elevator pitc, in the same way we all brush our teeth or take showers as a social obligation. You meet someone at a party and that inevitable fucking question of “what do you do/where do you work/how do you derive an income” etc. comes up. You tell them about your job and they nod and smile.  Often that’s about all that happens. A superficial connection and not much opportunity for either of you to help each other.

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Got one?

However, some people are much better at this. You meet them and they tell you what they do as a benefit and what they need. Sort of like an abbreviated self-description/elevator pitch. For example, “I’m John, and I’m an attorney who helps ensure that there is fairness in the workplace. I’m looking for people who have been mistreated at work who want help in claiming what they are due”.

Yes, I just made this up. But it sums up what John does and what he needs most at this moment.

Do you have one? I still don’t. My excuse is that I haven’t really found what it is I do yet. Or, I do too many things. Maybe your life is better organized than mine, and if so, what’s your excuse for not having one?

Making Matches In Heaven

Another way to make use of networking is through the process of matchmaking. If your friends or acquaintances are heartsick and lonely (and they’ve actually got the balls to tell you), you may be able to aid them in finding that special other person. I must admit that I have no experience whatsoever in matchmaking but am told it is very personally rewarding to successfully match people up. I can see why.

With this in mind I’d think it is best not to match up people from too close a set of social circles. We’ve all seen Fallout from a broken relationship cause complications that spread between mutual friendship groups. But, ask someone who’s actually done it though!

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In Singapore, the social development unit is an actual government provided service that matches up (amongst other things) couples by educational background.

Getting On The Train – Opportunity Goldmine!

Getting the train is actually pretty significant, once you get over the monotonous similarity of the same route that you may have taken one too many times for your liking. Why? Because there are absolutely ridiculous amounts of opportunities that we all miss, every day to meet new people on public transport. How many people do you ‘meet’ (as in see or spend time with) but actually not speak to in a year? Hundreds. Maybe thousands.

Yeah, the train is usually not acknowledged as the best place to go for ‘business networking’, but I’ve probably passed up hundreds of potential band members, girlfriends, business partners and drinking buddies in the last year of time I have spent getting around in central London. The real problem is, though we are all awash in such opportunities, we still have the stranger divisions and social stigma associated with talking to new people. Sometimes we are just too polite. It is a real and tragic shame to be so surrounded by life, yet to often feel so disconnected from it all, hiding behind today’s issue of The Guardian.

As an aside, I’m actually typing this part of the article on the train. They guy next to me is reading The Evening Standard, and I’ve got my head down, typing. Delicious irony, but a bit sad all the same.

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How many very interesting relationships are waiting for the people here? Yet most of them are fiddling on their phones or reading. Image credit: xarj

Life Should Be More Like A Party And Less Like A Commute…

Now here’s where the thought experiment begins… Think of a party environment. It is rare that you actually know everybody at the party, but if it is a good party you are pretty comfortable with everyone there, right? In a way this is because everyone at this party knows everybody else in some way through mutual connections. You see an interesting looking person and you know that you probably know someone who knows them. Maybe the alcohol and the music help a bit? You can have that conversation if you want.

I think it is not about pitching people when you meet them. I as much as anyone else hate this. Yes you offer things, but you aren’t just a commercial service with legs and mouth  that won’t stop yapping. Your offerings can be given from a selfless place. One that does not expect anything in return. Give of yourself freely. It is hard to put this mindset into words, but it is the difference between having a conversation with someone and that very tangible feeling of discomfort when someone is trying to sell you something you don’t want.

Of course you can also consider Kant’s Categorical Imperative (felt like throwing that in again), which simply states that you should not treat people as a means to anything, but instead should treat them as ends. It’s just a fancy way of saying that using people isn’t cool. Thanks Kant.

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Networking; Making the improbable actual...

LIONS [LinkedIn Open Networkers]

Obviously, networking isn’t constrained purely to face-to-face interaction. I first came across Open Networking on LinkedIn, the social network aimed at businesspeople.

Online, open networking is an idea based around the concept of creating a collaborative environment. An open networker is one who will connect with literally everybody. Even strangers or those they have not done business with yet. Nobody clicks ‘I don’t know this person’

I guess you could say an open networker also cultivates an open-minded approach to dealing with people, at least online. With the connective potential of the Internet, open networking is enormously powerful, if we do it right. Imagine a world where you logged onto a social networking site, and people actually spent time offering each other helpful personal connections, opportunities and advice, instead of ceaseless Farmville or Mafia Wars requests. Hey, it could happen!

It works quite well on LinkedIn, because the website has a smart system of introductions and networks, based around mutual acquaintances and degrees of separation. Therefore it is in everyone’s best interest to have a larger number of connections, and with people who are also well connected. That way, if you should need to speak to that certain person, an Open Networker may help you make the first or second level connection that could change your life. And a good open networker is going to happily make that introduction for you. Yes, really!

Connectors love connecting others.  They are invaluable.

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Is a good place to meet a certain sort of person.

Done right, Open Networking is a way to form relationships with a large number of compassionate and well-connected people for mutual gain and cooperation. Done wrong it is a bunch of people adding you to their newsletters off of LinkedIn and mailing you stuff that you don’t want. Often about recruitment, or for some weird reason, weddings. My general experience of Open Networking has been brilliant (after hitting unsubscribe a few too many times) – and I have met some interesting people, which is very significant to me.

To find these people, look for references to the words LION, TopLinked or Open Networker in their profile. They may also list their email address on their profile so that you can ‘add them as a friend’, with no prior connection.

And if you are a LinkedIn user and are so inclined, add the capitalized word LION to your name somewhere. Then see what happens…

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Might be able to help you with your career goals.

 

Conclusion – If You Haven’t Started Yet…

Perhaps you know me already. Perhaps you don’t. However, if this article has inspired you to think differently about how you interact with people that you already know, or with those new to you, then that’s good.

After all, people are everywhere, and most everybody is looking for new opportunities or some way of feeling better. You can help them.

And if it feels appropriate, connect with me. Tell me what you can offer and what you need. I am happy to help in any way I can.

 

Article – Working As A Spiritual Practice

This is an article about how to turn any work into spiritually fulfilling practice through the practice of mindfulness. It also deals with beginning work (employed or otherwise) that you’ll find more rewarding than where you may be currently (dropping the ‘day job’ or following a calling).

Work – More Than Just Effort Expended

Work is much more than energy expended with the intent of a achieving certain outcome. True, many of us equate a ‘day job’ with work, and grudgingly do tolerable yet unfulfilling work to earn currency and keep ourselves sustained. But, are you familiar with doing work not just for the sake of achieving results, but for what the process does for you, as you work?

If you have ever played, then yes you are familiar with it.

You see, it’s when your play starts generating things that others find useful when it becomes most valuable work indeed.

Work As Spiritual Practice

Work is a spiritual practice if it is given your full attention and not simply seen as a means to an end, but an experience to be had. In the spiritual practice you are fully in the present of the activity. You can know that there will be an outcome, a finished project, but you want to be a human being in the work, not just a mechanism working towards eventual results [although results will likely come]. Of course, you don’t need to be fully in the moment to see results, and most every day we complete tasks, projects and assignments, and hit deadlines, even though pushing ourselves through all manner of pain and discomfort to get there on time. That’s one way to do it but can be a great way to suck the fun out of what you may have previously enjoyed (I know, I’ve been there).

Similarly, some work is obviously spiritual practice by it’s very nature. Think of the good Christian people who run a sanctuary for the homeless, or the Taoist practitioner who heals people with acupuncture. This doesn’t mean that your job in data processing is completely devoid of all spirit. It just depends how you practice it.

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This spiritual practice can help you deal with drudgery, should it be a problem for you.

How The Spiritual Practice Can Improve Your Work

If you come at it as an exercise in mindfulness, any work becomes more than just effort expended. It becomes an experience. This can also bring the enjoyment back into the work. If the experience is deep enough the work can become play. Think about it, there are no future critics decrying you. The only critic that matters right now as you work is you. And you can choose to acknowledge your criticism, thank the part of you that has offered it up and seek to direct this criticism in a productive manner. There’s an often quoted NLP aphorism that says ‘failure is feedback’. It is a handy belief to have.

Part of the problem is the sharp delineation between work and play. In a way, the delineation is helpful, it allows us to switch on and switch off from work mode. Helps in the work, life balance, right? True. On the flipside though it encourages a binary mindset in which we see one half of life simply as the means to live another. Terrible balance. Yes, you are allowed to be happy (dare I say supposed to be happy?) in your work time, and finding your real Work is definitely a great way to do this.

Diversion – Getting Out Of Your Mind Is Good For Your Work

Remember how lots of bands go on about how they do their best work when they are on drugs? There’s a reason. No doubt part of it is a reduction in inhibition due to the relaxing effects of the drugs. Part of it is due to the increased creative associations that come about from seeing a world decorated by dancing pink elephants. But part of it comes from the fact that these drugs allow people a little spiritual headspace and distance for their closely associated egos. This I think is especially true with powerful hallucinogens, and though it may be extremely hard to write any music in a full-blown trip, the implications of that trip on your thinking, personal perspective and later creative work may be profound.

Note I’m not telling you to take drugs and ‘become creative’. I’m just saying that they’re an unconventional weapon for your arsenal, if you are so inclined. This probably works a little better in vocations such as writing science fiction, than it would in sales. Saying that, in some industries it is a time honoured tradition for salesman to schmooze big clients with expensive drinks. And yes, alcohol is a drug like any other, no matter how legal it is.

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Mushrooms. They make you creative. Maybe.

The Little Voice Is More Than Just A Pain In The Head

Think of a time when the work is hard. For example; you are feeling bad with yourself. Perhaps the little voice in your head is telling you how much “this sucks“. I know mine does sometimes. Acknowledge that a part of you believes that this sucks and just accept it. When you aren’t fighting, censoring or second guessing yourself, or trying to deny that in some way the work is bad, you can be more constructive and less stressed. “This sucks?” – OK, ask that little voice where it sucks and you could be closer to finding how you can improve it.

In this way any negativity that is plaguing you can become a kind of internal constructive criticism. Isn’t that great? You get your own feedback before you’ve even asked for a critique from others. This is definitely an example of being in touch with your feelings. It can even be as simple as this; things that make you feel bad are subtle signs that you are either coming at this activity in an uncomfortable way, or that perhaps this is an activity you shouldn’t be doing.

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Feedback: A self corrective means for finding a better direction

Here Is How I Use This Practice In My Work…

In my work I try to connect with the timeless. This is important to me, as I have a tendency to lock myself into tasks and the day to day, and although I like to think of myself as a spiritual person, I often become very ungrounded. Doing this is a way to remind me that I am a spiritual being having a human experience, and not the other way round. It is through this that I gain spiritual nourishment, and fill my demanding personal needs to be ever creating new things! It is my surrogate for meditation, since I do not practice it. Well, not enough anyway…

If you get this spiritual practice right you can fulfil your creative needs, spiritual needs, and possibly even your financial needs (if you can make an income out of your Work)

How To ‘Do’ Mindfulness

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"Mindfulness practice is simple and completely feasible. Just by sitting and doing nothing, we are doing a tremendous amount." - Sakyong Mipham Rinpoche

You don’t really do anything in mindfulness. You be. Any situation can be observed from the perspective of your higher self, but you need time to get into that perspective. Enlightenment can strike like lightning, but more often than not is a process of undoing and allowing. What does that mean? It means you can step out of ego and look at what you do from the perspective of an impartial observer I can only describe as the ‘authentic you’.

Enlightenment: to lighten something, or make it less heavy. Namely your head.

Mindfulness can be approached and defined as meditation.  In meditation we are often encouraged focus on one thing, such as our breathing or a word repeated as a mantra. We give as much attention to this activity as possible and allow the seething thoughts to pass away like fluffy clouds in a strong wind. As they are stripped away we reveal more and more of an authentic self and begin to feel a sense of peace. It’s fucking awesome.

Mindfulness is simple. You don’t need a step-by-step guide or a ton of information to overcomplicate it. It’s like love. You don’t need to be told how to experience love (though you may have taken advice on how to express love). Nevertheless here are some ideas to inspire a little connection with your higher self…

Simple tips for ‘getting’ the simple joy of being at work

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Be like a stone, resolute and unaffected.

You are reminding yourself to focus on a single thing, action or aspect of your work.

So, focus on your breathing as you work

As you work, just breathe.

Put aside all thoughts of the past (rumination) and the future (worry) and stay in the present (mindfulness). Everything is fine here and now. Just be here.

Simply say to yourself ‘in’ with your inhale and ‘out’ with your exhales.

Your mind will wander. This is fine, when you notice this, just notice how it has wandered, and then go back to counting in and out. When it wanders off again do the same. Think of it as a small child who likes to run off and explore and show it the same compassion, not frustration.

Focus on the sensations in your body as you work. Are you alert? Tired? Having fun? Slightly bored? Don’t judge how it feels, just recognise what it is like.

Focus on the work itself. If you are writing, how does the pen feel in your hand? If you are typing, how does it feel to bring your thoughts out onto the computer screen. How does the work really make you feel? Are you enthralled by it? Bored? Don’t judge, just feel. Judging all these feelings is unnecessary intellectual activity.

Just see yourself there doing the work. Be like a rock that types or writes or checks the mail, rocks can do these things…

Now look outwards, further to your environment.

Notice the specific things in that environment. Notice how the boss has his own room, or the how the work area of a messy co-worker makes you feel. What do you see everyday but take for granted? Be mindful of the little things that all together make up that workplace. What’s the ceiling look like? Ever thought about the meaning of those strange squiggles etched into your desk?

Another way to feel is through your ears. Try just listening. Focusing on what you hear in the workplace. I always notice that if I listen for it, that there is an everpresent background noise. That 50hz mains hum that you get everywhere in the UK. On top of that you hear all kinds of other little sounds. Wood creaking, fans spinning, the quiet whooshing sound of car wheels running across tarmac. The quiet sounds that people make as they concentrate.

If you are in a more rural area your sonic palette may be a little different. You may hear birds singing, wind rustling in the forested areas. Farmyard animals doing what they do. The more you listen, the more you notice that each area has it’s own particular sound. This form of mindfulness becomes sensory discovery, but careful, too much exploring can take you away from the original purpose of your meditation, which is simple mindfulness!

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The mindful exploration of soundscapes is good spiritual practice. Probably especially so for the sound designer!

The Benefits of Mindfulness…

What do you get from all of this noticing anyway?

Mindfulness has many benefits, and everyone gains something unique from the experience. Perhaps you start to see the smaller things in your environment?  Perhaps you gain a new perspective on what you may have previously taken for granted? Perhaps you notice how wonderful something really is, or how something isn’t as bad as it seems?  It is usually quite different for everyone. The general consensus is that whatever you feel, it is a definite improvement; once you break through the resistance you have built up to simply being present and noticing. In fact, the whole thing is remarkably easy, with the hard part often being motivated enough and receptive to actually taking some time out.

Myself, when fully mindful I experience the world as a living and interconnected thing, which I am an integral part of (which I suppose is true!). When I breathe I feel like something is breathing me, or that I am breathing in synchrony with everything else. My words cheapen the experience.

You may also find that mindfulness makes your working time less stressful.  Mindfulness is already being used clinically as simple stress intervention. If you feel the weight coming down on your shoulders, or the day becoming a bit too much, a few mindful minutes of being may be all the space you need. It is of course important that this time to be is all for you. Co-workers need to know when you are unable to take phonecalls or put out new fires, which is obviously no help if some time for mindfulness is your aim!

Again, just observe your thoughts and ‘feel’ where the stress is coming from. Sometimes it will feel like it is localised in one place, and other times it may feel like it is enveloping you all over. But stress is just a feeling, and the negative effects diminish when you are mindful not to associate with it.

The perceptive changes you get are fantastic for your creativity too. How? Seeing things a little differently may allow you to derive inspiration from a new perspective that simple awareness has given you. Simply put; see the world differently, experience it differently.

Think of it like seeing a horror film. A good horror film should scare you, right? Yet, most of the actual horror is caused by suspense and uncertainty, and when the antagonist is really revealed, the film usually turns into an ‘action’ movie. This is as the heroes face and overcome this previously unknown foe. So sometimes it is better just to know the nature of the beast. Knowing gives us confidence, and confidence helps us prevail.

Can the unconfident singer give a show stopping performance? –  Sure, it’s possible, but it’s harder to raise the roof with self-doubt hanging over it!

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The Xenomorphs from Aliens were a little less scary when we finally got to see them in more detail, getting shot to pieces by the Colonial Marines…

Mindfulness – The Benefits As Reported By Others

I did some research (I Googled..) and here are some of the additional benefits I found touted for mindfulness practice

  1. Improved focus and concentration
  2. Deepen and get in touch with intuitive wisdom and insights.
  3. Enhance the quality of relationships and communication by greater compassion
  4. Strengthen self-confidence and faith.
  5. Awaken more authenticity, heart, soul, and caring in our lives and work.
  6. Reduce stress anxiety and depression.
  7. Increase openness to new situations and change.
  8. Deepen peace of mind and sense of flow. Increase emotional and spiritual resiliency, master stress.
  9. Awaken more authenticity, heart, soul, and caring in our lives and work.

Are you sold yet?

Mindfulness – A State Of Being, Not An Occasional Activity

See, mindfulness shouldn’t really be something that you schedule in to your busy life. It is more a way to live. Like a more correct walking posture that leads to less bodily strain, or a way of thinking about people so that you see their better qualities. It is practiced more as a reminder of how things can go, And mindfulness isn’t something that is confined to any one area either. There are many examples of it practiced in the day to day, purposefully or accidentally, and here are some examples for you..

Sports: You see this in a way that certain sports people focus. There is very little self-consciousness hindering their game. They are in what Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi termed in his ground-breaking book of the same name as ‘flow’. They are immersed completely within the sport they are practicing. Never mind the thousands of people watching them in the stadium, the hundreds of thousands of people watching them on national television or the many competitors surrounding them. Their will is bent on winning that gold or catching that ball. Amongst that noisy, crowded, pressure filled world they are completely alone with themselves and their goal. That is flow!

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"A joyful life is an individual creation that cannot be copied from a recipe." - Csikszentmihalyi

Intellectual activities: Mathematicians, philosophers and similar deep thinkers also go into immersive states where they perform mental feats comparable to the finest physical athletes. The mathematician who delves so deep into solving an abstract proof that he forgets to eat dinner and go to sleep for a few days. Or the two philosophers who debate a heated issue with such intellectual intensity that they focus only on their opponent and his counterarguments. They’ve phased out the everpresent audience who are observing the debate, and expend all their mental energy on a sort of intellectual duel.

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In the film Good Will Hunting, you can see Matt Damon portraying a kind of intense focus as his character solves extremely complicated mathematical problems.

Ever Had ‘Flow?’

You too have probably experienced flow if you have ever been consciously immersed in an activity where you barely noticed the passage of time as you worked. Similarly you may notice flow when you feel a completely unhindered sense of activity within what you do. We’ve all had times when absolutely everything went our way. Perhaps you knew exactly what to say to diffuse that situation, or the steps you had to take to avoid that punch.  Perhaps you sat at the typewriter and you couldn’t get the words down fast enough, or you picked up your guitar and your fingers started writing the song for you. You were mindful in the sense that you were absorbed in that activity. You gave the task your full attention and the task gave you something magical back.

Caveat: I appreciate that with the variety of work we do and the stresses of different environments that some jobs may seem like particularly hard places to practice mindfulness. Practicing compassion and mindfulness as you run somebody down for stealing a bag or are getting chewed out by an aggravated customer may seem daunting. Perhaps it is such stressful environments that need mindfulness most.

Stephen Pressfield Described It…

Stephen Pressfield, author of bestselling Gates of Fire and many other great novels also wrote a book called The War Of Art. Apart from being hilarious and an insightful look into the life of a successful author, the book speaks about the importance of doing The Work. You know what The Work is; it is different for everybody. Some call it ‘the calling’. It is whatever comes sacred and naturally to you. It is whatever you feel compelled to do with your life.

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This man knows all about The War Of Art.

For example, the painter must paint, the poet must write poetry. Everyone has Work. It could even be cooking, financial accounting or how you dress yourself. You have a personal creative area where you are particularly talented and inspired. It is a deeply personal space for innovation and one that must be expressed.

This work is spiritual practice in the sense that doing it is what you need for your authentic self. I don’t think that mindfulness makes mundane work ‘The Work’ – that’d be like repainting a broken car and then trying to take it out for a spin. However, I do think mindful practice of your regular work can bring you closer to finding what works for you.

And as I said before, it can make the whole thing a far more pleasant experience, regardless.

Outro – My Work

It probably wouldn’t surprise you to know that I’ve written this article as a spiritual practice. I didn’t really have much of a plan for it apart from how I wanted to discuss the subject of work as a spiritual. This is not to say that I won’t write from a plan, in fact I think it is often essential. Fail to plan, plan to fail and so on. In this instance though it was just not necessary. It has been a joy to write, as I have not had to actually suffer through thinking what I need to write. And anything that brings you a sense of inner joy with no ill effects on others must have some spiritual value.

Over the years I have found part of my Work is to write. So, you’ve honoured me by acknowledging my work through reading it. But what do you need to do next? That of course is down to you. I wish you the best…

TLDR;

  • The division of life into ‘work’ and ‘play’ probably isn’t the best thing for you in the long term.
  • If you aren’t making an income out of your passion, you very well could be. Do you feel something stopping you?
  • If you aren’t in that wonderful position yet – consider some exercises in mindfulness that will help you get through your current work (see above)
  • Mindfulness has a ton of benefits that can help you in being a more balanced person, both in work and life.
  • You owe it to yourself to take care of your emotional and spiritual wellbeing by giving some time for being mindful.
  • You are probably doing ‘work’ right if feel you are getting paid to play in some way, or you feel amazed that people are giving you money for what you do.
  • If there are areas of your current work that feel arduous or terrible in some way, consider that this could be you giving yourself useful feedback. How can you act upon it?
  • Mindfulness is the key to connecting with the situation you find yourself in as you work.
  • Mindfulness can also be related to Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi’s concept of ‘flow’ – which is giving full attention to the task at hand, and the enormous benefits this provides.
  • There are a number of ways to practice mindfulness, see above and find which ways work best for you.
  • Knowing and doing your ‘Work’/Calling will probably lead to a far more fulfilling life.
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One way to do it.

 

Article – Thinking About Luck, Success and How Life Goes…

It is good to consider the phantom nature of success and perhaps try to define it more clearly. After all, I think most of us are striving to some extent towards our own personal definition of success, but without fully examining what we really want and how to get it..

Humans are simple really. We want shelter, good food, someone to love and be loved by, the chance to achieve and have our achievements acknowledged.

At some point these simple needs got muddied and added to by a world that grows more and more complicated by the year. It is almost like to conform to this strange progress we have to develop a pathological, modern ‘sophistication’ and invent all sorts of new wants and desires to achieve. We get ambitious.

Just How Life Goes..

I was thinking the other day of the varieties in how human lives play out.

I considered the lives of some of the people we claim as the greatest achievers. Obviously, I thought about Arnie first…

The life of Arnold Alois Schwarzenegger is one a great example of success. In a nutshell, here you have a guy who grew up in a small Austrian town, but dreamed big. He decided that he wanted to get into bodybuilding, went out and won Mr. Olympia a whole load of times, decided after that that he’d like to go into films, and became possibly the top action movie film star of the day. Later he decided he wanted to go into politics and eventually ended up running California. Pretty inspiring. Now he’s got his sights on UN leadership. Nobody is going to be surprised if he ends up running the planet some day. Not sure if that is a good thing.

What we seem to get from his example is that no matter your background you can go far. He sure did.

But you can’t say with certainty if old Arnie had been born anywhere else at any other time if he’d have done so well.

Arnold Schwarzenegger – most muscular collier?

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lol

Consider if he were born as a coalminer’s son in 19th century County Durham, UK. Would he have picked up the bodybuilding bug there? If he had, would he have been able to actually practice it? Would he have been able to get the nutrition he needed and the time and facilities to train in? I doubt it. Perhaps he would have excelled in another field? Maybe.

But this is a bit of a ridiculous argument because the Arnold Schwarzenegger born back then would not be the same Arnold Schwarzenegger who conquered iron, Hollywood and Cal-eefor-nee-ah in our world. His life circumstances would have turned out differently. His nurturing and cultural background would be different. He wouldn’t actually be the same person and we can’t say either way. I don’t think he would have done quite so well.
In fact, I think that Arnold was born into an environment perfectly suited to who he is, and this was combined with his crazy drive and a whole load of luck compounded over time. But he deserves all of his accomplishments. And this is the point I am trying to make with this article.

Bill Gates – would he have made billions if IBM had more brains?

Similarly we can think of Bill Gates, absurdly rich billionaire ex chairman of Microsoft and now fulltime philanthropic absurdly rich billionaire. Nobody denies that guy is exceptionally smart, astute in business and willing to take big risks. There’s no way Microsoft would be as massive as it is now without his leadership.

But again, consider, luck did play a part in Microsoft’s near domination of the personal computer market. The fact is that IBM lacked the foresight to challenge Microsoft. Even when Bill & Co. put themselves in the position to license the operating system that would piggyback on all the hardware growth and innovation in the rapidly expanding computer market. Sounds like luck to me.

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Back then a lot of people thought that the future was in hardware after all.

 

You see, the world is full of extremely smart businessmen who have just the same initiative and acumen that Bill has. Many of them have done quite well for themselves, and many more have crashed and burned. In fact, Silicon Valley is like a magnet for these sorts of people. The thing is, most of them aren’t absurdly rich billionaires. Why? They didn’t all get quite so lucky…

Environment/luck – yes, it does count for something

We can make the most of the environment we are in, and try to be the best version of ourselves possible, but weather you like it or not there is always an element of luck and chance, both in what we are born with and what is in our environment.

That is definitely not to say that you have no excuse to strive for success, especially if you live in the western world. And if you happen to live in an area which is newly developing it’s industries you have opportunities to do very well indeed, at least materially.

It’s not just the West where opportunity abounds. For example if you live in India right now, you could very well live in an environment where opportunities to consolidate a growing industry offer you that same level of astounding personal wealth.

Another example, if you were around in the USA during the time of the ‘Robber Barons’ – you would have had ample opportunities to take a large slice out of the extremely rapid growth of the American economy. Think about how much wealth the Carnegie, Rockefeller and Morgan families made by being movers and shakers in an environment with so much opportunity.

So, to win the game you have got to at least be playing in the right ball park

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Many define India’s IT sector as a ‘growth industry’

Genetics – they count for something too

Some of us are born with the genetics suited to the vocation we wish to pursue. Someone who wants to be a particle physicist had better hope that they’ve been born with an aptitude for mathematical logic and dealing with abstraction. You may want to be a particle physicist, but if your natural propensity for that information is pretty bad, you are going to expend enormous amounts of energy trying to make up for a deficit of talent with hard work. But that’s not to say that it can’t be done. There are many people so crazily driven that they’ll push through all sorts of natural barriers to get to what they want. Less stuff is impossible than most people think.

Similarly if you want to be an Olympic calibre sprinter you need a certain genetic makeup. There are many people who don’t have the perfect genetic cocktail but who can make very good sprinters indeed if they apply themselves, but that fractional difference between them and those who actually run for their national team more often than not comes down to genetic potential.

In genetics we have the idea of a genotype and a phenotype. The genotype is the natural genetic potential of any human being, whereas the phenotype is how the human’s genetics are expressed after being in the environment. See that guy who has made himself so obese that he can’t walk? That’s the phenotypic expression of his ancestral talent for storing calories. He’s probably got the genetic potential to be an amazing physical athlete, if he applied himself. But the fact is, being lazyand eating crap all his life has taken its toll on him. The environment has prevailed over the genes.

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Probably not a good phenotype. At least they're holding hands..

And this is the same for top level athletes too. They may have a fantastic phenotypic expression (ie they can run really fast), but they have literally hit the limit of how good they can be. They can’t really improve any further. It takes someone truly genetically gifted to who can improve just a little more than the rest of those guys to get that tiny edge over the majority of the competition. And that can apply in any area, not just sports.

So genotype: your potential. Phenotype: your genes responding to your environmental stimuli.

So.. it helps to be realistic. To get into the top ranks of any field we have to consider where our natural edges are and exploit them.

If your goals are aligned with your natural talents and genetic gifts, and there’s a little luck there, perhaps the world is your oyster after all.

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Usain Bolt, the ‘fastest man alive’ has definitely got some good genes in him. How would he fare as a molecular chemist or as a powerlifter?

 

Someone born into royalty instantly succeeds?

In western culture, ‘success’ is more often defined by material accomplishments and possessions. But I doubt that many people are going to call someone who was born into luxury or royalty ‘successful’. Consider the hypothetical case of the young royal, who inherits nearly limitless wealth and possession. Have they succeeded? I think most people would say no, this royal didn’t have to expend a ton of energy or show much personal initiative in getting to where they are. So we can see that by such a blatant example that some people are born with the cards stacked in their favour. Or that ‘success’ is a very loosely defined term.

Success – A good job and everybody knowing your name. Is it what the media likes to keep showing us?

Success is flexibly defined and essentially comes down to your own personal definition.

If you are a woman who wants to be the best housewife possible and raise as many happy, healthy children as you can, then that is your driving goal.  You have succeeded every evening if the kids are in bed intact and the house is tidy. No doubt many of these titans of industry wouldn’t be able to look after 6 young children for years at a time and stay sane. Just because Mum is not compensated the same way as Mr. Tech Startup doesn’t mean she hasn’t had to put in an equivalent massive amount of time and energy. We can’t equate financial success with personal success, or net worth with self worth. You set your own standards, and often you need a reminder. You can succeed and not get rich. Or you can get rich and not succeed. So there’s your reminder!

Society is participatory in the way that it is geared to make us compete for status and power. What many people don’t consider is that participation in all the aspects of society is optional. Consider; you are expected to get a job and opt into the preferred life plan and career trajectory. It is common to be chasing your own version of the American Dream, home ownership or a series of perpetual short vacations that leave you wanting more as you step back again into your office. For many of us, money becomes a tool for ‘keeping up with the Jones’’ – and though it is a sad truth, many really insist on comparing ourselves with other people, purely on the merit of the things we own or on how we look. None of this is compulsory, just somewhere along the way a kind of epic peer pressure developed around the idea of success, and nigh on everybody bought it.

Fuck you, advertisers, look what you’ve done to us now.

Your name in lights and your face in the dirt

By societal standards many celebrities are seen to be wildly successful, rich, famous and beloved. What more could you want?

Sometimes the importance of achieving our own standard of success, regardless of what others say about you, can’t be stressed enough.

We take John Belushi’s life and death as an example.

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John Belushi was hugely talented and much beloved by his friends and legions of fans the world over. Fuck, I love John so much and he was dead before I was even part of this world. That hurts.

By anybody’s standards, John started out well. Yet he had many personal demons and addictions. I wonder what he would have said if we were to ask him about how he felt about his successes?

And John wasn’t the only one by a long shot. Virginia Woolf, Sylvia Plath, Ernest Hemmingway, Chris Benoit. All of them at the top of their fields, and all of them unhappy with something. There seems to be some correlation between writing as a vocation and topping yourself. I won’t venture why..

Luck – The Magically Manufacturable Elusive Observational Phenomenon

Luck is very often used as an excuse for either failure or success. It’s a bit of a supernatural explanation. We put something down to having luck as a cause because we don’t know exactly all the things that happened to make the event either succeed or fail. Luck is a bit like God, taken on faith and used to explain things that we don’t really have the ability to explain empirically. Similarly, God is like luck that we use it to rationalise away all sorts of things.

Ever seen a sports game where the commentator declares the sportsman as ‘hot?’. No basis in empirical reality, yet the force of the popular belief

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If luck is a nice lady then you are more likely to get her attention by noticing her first..

But the thing is, if you loosely define luck as “things transpiring in your environment that help you in achieving your outcome”, then surely you can increase your luck by being more aware of what happens in your environment. Wherever you are and what you are trying to achieve, there are doubtless an immeasurable amount of opportunities awaiting you in your environment. Want a clue as to what they look like? They’ve got emotions, ambitions, they like to be encouraged and they’re usually full of interesting ideas …

Yes, people are your greatest opportunities. If you know what you want, chances are somebody out there can help you in either getting it directly, or show you how to get it for yourself.

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Most things you want, somebody else has. The more people you know, the more likely you are to get that connection to that person you need.

This is not going to be an article on good ways to network. An aphorism sums the entire thing up better than the legions of  fac simile ‘heart centred’ gimmicky business books and mindwiped ‘social media consultants’ trawling the web can. Just give to get.

Personal reflection on success. Or not.

You may be wondering if I feel myself to be successful? Hell no, I don’t!

I sometimes wonder if I’ll ever be satisfied. I doubt it, there always seems to be more to do. Is this how you think – or is it just me?

Do you feel truly successful? Be honest. If so, I am very pleased for you, you must be quite happy and living a happy life with a clear conscience. Many people would love your peace of mind!

If not – don’t worry; consider that society is arranged in such a way to make you feel this way. If you tie your definition of personal satisfaction to some sort of standard that you measure against other people you will lose, and you will be unhappy.

But are you moving closer to your own definition of success? Do you want it or have you got it? I hope so. You still have time.

TLDR:

  • You are in a great part responsible for your own level of success, but don’t beat yourself up by not acknowledging that some people have had it easier than others
  • To simplify grossly, success in any specific field comes down to two factors, you and your environment.
  • You can change both of these factors to some extent but not completely.
  • Success is what you define for yourself. If you feel successful, that is enough.
  • Don’t listen to the media’s definitions of success, which may deceive you into chasing material outcomes that really aren’t relevant to your longterm goals and interests
  • Luck is somewhat a phenomenon of interpretation. If you are more receptive to opportunity then you are more likely to spot it for what it is, when it presents itself. Pessimists are never dissapointed, but they’re usually not much else either.
  • Read Malcolm Gladwell’s Outliers for a more detailed explanation of how certain people do so well. Super concise summary? The environment AND the individual have to be right to achieve massive success.
  • Success and enduring happiness really is a lot more simple than society has made it out to be. You can either have it now, or chase it forever and never get it.
  • Don’t kill yourself. It’s bad for your success.
  • It’s is what you know and who you know. Give to get!

 


Article – On The Unshackling Of Information

This article is aimed at people who sell bits and bytes and wonder why people don’t always pay for them. Drawn from my experience of time amongst the digital natives.

Later it speculates into what would happen if the same lossless duplication and abundance that digital information offers us where to be applied to physical goods, which could happen in the future…

Digital Revolution – it’s still happening:

At risk of pointing out the obvious; digital information does wonderful things for art and culture because it is both abundant and egalitarian. Once something goes digital; it can be copied indefinitely and shared with anybody who has access. It allows the unlimited distribution of old songs, books, films and things previously no longer available to the world.

It is also insurance for our older treasured cultural works threatened by physical degeneration. Consider Google’s ‘liberation’ of books to the public domain through its meticulous program of scanning and uploading lots of very old texts. It is nice to think that they are now available to everybody without charge, and easily accessible. As they should be. You could think of it doing backups on historical data.

An old hacker maxim says Information wants to be free. In the physical, and on a large commercial scale (think Google’s servers), the cost of information storage is now so low as to be worth (in economic terms) almost zero. Its price continues falling, as technology improves and hosting moves to the cloud. The buyer has the choice to pay, so can we really expect everybody to willingly give their hand earned money away for our bits and bytes?

Point I am making: In this instance we must not mistake pay for with value. If I love your music, adore you as an artist but don’t pay for it, I maybe incongruent in how I value you (maybe I’m ripping you off?). However, I clearly value your work in some way, perhaps not monetarily.

Do you love your girlfriend less if you can’t afford to buy her a meal? What if you are too cheap? What if you steal the meal for her?

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How much do you love?

Speaking Of Piracy:

And just because I download your album, doesn’t mean I don’t value your music. The loss of a physical sale is not so much a loss as a lesser gain; as not everyone who downloads something illegally would have purchased it with no other option. The free download option has given rise to a semi (emphasis on semi) honorary system dubbed ‘ try before buy ‘. It has been around in one form or another for many years now with the idea of ‘shareware’.

It appears that information starts to centralise as the efficiency of communication increases. A better network facilitates a faster diffusion of information. Think of examples from film or fiction where someone leaks a story to the press – information is very adept at duplicating itself. It starts off leaked from one source, and eventually winds it’s way back to the major (central) information outlets, CNN, BBC, Google News, so on.

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It doesn’t take too long.

Music is a good example…

We can extend this metaphor of ‘diffusion’ to the distribution of music. New tracks, especially ones by artists who are well-known and highly commercial will be let released quickly as the insatiable demands for them can be fulfilled. This includes new channels such as peer-to-peer file sharing and digital distribution.

Why wait for your CD to arrive if someone has already leaked the album onto a torrent, which will take you a few minutes to download for free? It’s probably unfair but humans often value utility over the relatively small ethical snags or guilt. This is especially when the implications of illegal downloading aren’t clear.

What is the Internet, asides from a conduit? It is a repository and a medium in which the majority of human information is being indexed. I think of it akin to a big hard drive with an ever-expending storage size that we haven’t properly mapped yet. You can find almost anything there, if you know what sectors to look in. Collectively, the internet doesn’t really follow an ethical code. Just because sharing pre releases of albums for free is illegal, doesn’t mean our giant hard drive (the net) won’t make that available to you. If you know the right search terms or places to go, it is all there waiting

If I download Rihanna’s new album, to me, that doesn’t seem to take anything away from her considerable wealth. But if I leak a pre-release of her album, I don’t necessarily see the damage that I’ve done to her sales. She looks rich and successful to me regardless, even if I do take a cut out of her figures. And if I am harming her business, can we quantify the damage I’ve done? It’s all a bit thorny and therefore easy for me as ‘Mr. Digital Native With BitTorrent’ to really not care that much.

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Does she feel a financial hit to her bottom line if I download her album for free? What about the mailroom guy at the record label she records for, do you think he feels it?

What am I getting at in all this? It’s that people, in their practical way, don’t see the consequences of these abstract laws they break. They don’t want shackles and limitations if they honestly believe that they are committing little or no wrong. And if they believe themselves to be anonymous (which is easier to be online), they are less afraid of legal ramifications.

We have an environment where everyone has the ability to share files at great speed, with negligible cost to both sender and receiver AND both are completely unconstrained by geography. It’s easy to see that your CD is going to get out there, whether you like it or not. There are people who ‘ crack ‘ software that they don’t use and share music that they don’t listen to. They do it just because they can, and they enjoy the challenge.

Don’t Fight The System, Change The System

Impose artificial scarcity on an essentially unlimited environment and the system will correct itself whether your ethical stance likes it or not. Digital natives cannot be told how to value things. Don’t stake your money on convincing them to. A couple of years of torrenting and 4chan and people get a sort of blasé approach to the whole thing.

As an artist you may do a limited press run of 100 CDs, but once someone has encoded that to an MP3 all the scarcity is gone, at least as far as the music is concerned. Perhaps the intrinsic scarcity (and value?) now shifts to the physical product…

You know as well as I do that people still like to appreciate and feel beautiful, tangible things. Give them a CD or DVD product with inherent physical value in related to your music and those buggers who pirate your sounds will have a hard time cracking and sharing that experience!

There are tangible and intangible things that are beyond piracy. Your brand and beautiful physical goods are amongst them.

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An example, courtesy of the The Beach Boys.

 

Yet Another Thought Experiment – A World With No Scarcity

Here is a thought experiment for you to ponder.. (because I spend too much time in my own mind and so do you). If physical resources become susceptible to the same kind of abundance as digital information has, what happens to value? What happens to scarcity?

Theoretically matter equals frozen energy and matter can be described as resources. Maybe at some point in the future, if humanity will acquire the ability to harness immense amounts of energy (zero point, fusion? etc.) and the mechanism to ‘freeze’ this energy into things. Maybe we’ll be able to create abundant matter of any variety we like, and it therefore all experience no physical scarcity.

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In Star Trek, the devices that do this are called replicators. People use them to make coffee. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA…

At this point is what sort of economic system and would we be operating under?

New Economies Of Lossless Replication:

So, perhaps these digital shenanigans are a preview of the coming new economics (given a few hundred years of technological advancement). Economics driven by a value system that does not incorporate scarcity any more. Maybe this marketplace’s values will be driven instead not by financial gain but by something higher, such as the need for self-actualisation, e.g. the need to express our creative selves and the altruistic urge to see people around us happier.

I and many others believe that the need to acquire is a phantom happiness that passes onto the next new, desirable thing that comes along. Perhaps when the need to desire material things is removed, the pursuit of happiness will be redirected toward immaterial things. Spiritual things. Maybe towards a more authentic pursuit of happiness, which comes from things we cannot sell each other, but give only freely. I say this with the caveat that we often tend not to value things we don’t work for.

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Yeah you’d probably get bored of this eventually.

How does this relate to the new digital economy? Perhaps it is a prototype of a system to come as our resources increase and marketplaces start to see less and less scarcity. A testing ground for us to see how we can make money out of things that are essentially free. Maybe a little paradoxical; what do we do with all the money then?

No Replicators Allowed

Think about it, if someone invented a replicator that was commercially viable for the general public, the damage that it would do to the marketplace would be almost unlimited. I wouldn’t be surprised if there where lawsuits to try and limit the distribution and usage of this hypothetical replicator. But think, we already have replicators that work losslessly with digital information. We call them computers! And they’re doing plenty of damage. What happens when people in the developing world get them? More replication!

It makes me think; money is an incentive and a way to systematize and control the exchange of goods and services. But if these goods and services arrive instantly and without effort, you don’t need to incentivize anybody. Money becomes redundant. The inequalities in power caused by an uneven distribution of resources go away. What then? Green uptopia? I wonder.

Pay What You Want – You Might Have To Eventually

Asking for people to ‘pay what they want’ for something could be the preview to a new economy. If you think of it as a continuum between price fixing and haggling, then this form of everyone individually valuing things is the ultimate form of liquidity.

[radiohead pay what you want] Radiohead offered pay what you want on their album “…”. This went very well. They later sold the album at full retail price, which also did well.

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Radiohead offered pay what you want on their album “In Rainbows”. This went very well. They later sold the album at full retail price, which also made them a lot of money.l.

Such a society could be full of deeply spiritual and contented people. Alternatively it may come to grow lazy now that the impetus and motivation to ‘do’ anything was removed. If you had every material thing you ever wanted, what would you do?

You’d probably be forced to chase the intangible. And that can be the hardest thing to chase.

 

Article – Interview – Talks With Sam Rose and Friends #1

I have a good friend called Sam Rose. You may have heard of him. Amongst other things he is a rising star in the fields of computer science and programming. For one who is relatively young he is hugely accomplished and he’s also extremely good at what he does. I can’t really praise him enough so if you want more information on what he is up to, you can check his site out at : Lbak

We decided to have a discussion drawing on his understanding of computer science, and my unhealthy tendency to turn every discussion into a discussion om the nature of conciousness and perception. The debate has been recorded for your interest, and is written as an interview, below.

He also invited Jake Wellings, a chiropractic student and Luke Gardner, a fellow computer science student.

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This is Sam. He will be part of this discussion.

Discussion #1 –  Life/codes: Computer Language Vs. Human Language

Here we’ve got the first of a series of interviews/discussions I’ve done with him. My questions are in bold.

This article is a discussion into the nature of language and information processing in both the mind and the computer

We are planning to do more of these discussions as time goes by.

J: How does the logic structure of computer language (such as PHP) differ from the structure of dialectic language, (such as English or French)?

S: One of the first things that comes to mind is that the logical structure of a computer program is very strict and direct. You are writing the program for a purpose and the usual aim is to achieve that purpose in the fewest steps or the least time possible. If you compare this to spoken language where we have “small talk” and conversations often go on tangents it’s pretty obvious that computer languages and spoken languages have very few similarities.

I think that computer languages are more akin to stage directions in a script for a play: “Person 1 moves to stage left, spotlight on stage right”. Very clear, very hard to misinterpret.

It’s difficult to compare computer language to spoken language because they’re both trying to accomplish different things. Spoken language is trying to convey thoughts, feelings and ideas more often than get to the conclusion of a calculation or an algorithm.

Another comparison to be made about the differences between the two types of language is that a computer program will already know every step of code before execution starts, that’s the point. The program is usually entirely finished before you execute it (unless you’re a developer testing your program). Conversation is different, you rarely wake up in the morning and plan out all of the conversations you’re going to have, you just do it on the fly.

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Mathematical language: hard to take a conversational tone..

What exactly is logic in the sense of programming? How would you say that a computer language is more logical the dialectic language (if it is at all)?

A computer language has to be built entirely on a set of logical steps to accomplish a task. If there are any illogical or arbitrary steps, the program isn’t doing what it is meant to do as efficiently as it could be. Logic in the sense of programs would probably be decisions made in the code (if, else statements) and using these decisions to eventually reach an answer or accomplish a task. You could also argue that your choice of language in programming is logical. Some languages are suited to doing things better than others.

There is a theory by Alan Turing called “Turing Completeness”. It describes what a machine needs to be capable of before it is labeled as “Turing Complete”. All that Turing Complete means is that a machine can simulate a universal Turing machine and subsequently calculate any computational problem that is thrown at it. On a theoretical level, no computer is currently capable of this and they never really will be. They would need an unlimited amount of memory, for example. However, the unlimited memory caveat is often ignored and every modern day computer is said to be Turing Complete minus the unlimited memory.

Computer languages can be labeled either Turing complete or Turing incomplete. If they are Turing complete it means that any computational problem could be solved in them (no promises on how easy, hard, slow or fast it is going to be) and Turing incomplete languages usually only deal with representing data structures, examples being XML, SQL, HTML and so on.

I believe that the point of modern spoken and written languages is to convey and communicate ideas. I don’t think that these languages are standardised or compared against any benchmarks and it’s hard to gauge which languages are “better” at doing certain things. For example, with computing if you want pretty low level access to hardware you’ll probably be writing in C, C++ or Assembly. If you want really good string manipulation I imagine you would use Python. If you want to get data from a database you use SQL (MySQL, MSSQL or whatever). With written and spoken languages, a lot of people will only speak one language and that will be the language they are brought up around (although some light Googling tells me that a majority of the world’s population is bi/multilingual).

My point is that people don’t choose their spoken language on how well it does in certain social situations, their language is chosen for them because that’s the language that the people around them are speaking. Later on in life they could learn new languages so that they can communicate with people in other countries but I think the popularity of English is growing and the need to be bi/multilingual is dying.

To conclude, there doesn’t seem to be much logic in spoken language choice other than the fact that everyone else around you is speaking it whereas you choose to use a certain computer language because it is more suited to the problem you want to solve.

Does grasping the syntax of computer language allow one to better pick up other computer languages, how about spoken languages?

I will be honest and say that I was always terrible with spoken languages. I never seemed to be able to get the grasp of them and I have no idea why. Fortunately, I never had to be able to speak another language.

With computer languages, when you get a strong grasp of your first language it makes learning new languages really really easy. The way that computer languages have progressed is by basing the new ones off the old ones but correct the mistakes of the old language in your new language.

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Like conventional language, computer languages have evolved and changed with use.

There are a few really popular “styles” or “syntaxes” with computer languages. There’s the C syntax, followed by C, C++, PHP, Java, JavaScript, C#, and probably a lot more. The C syntax opens and closes code blocks with curly braces {}, ends lines with semi-colons ; and comments are written with // or /* */.

There’s the Visual Basic or Python style syntax. Code blocks are denoted by their indentation level, code blocks get started with a colon : , lines are ended by creating a new line. There are other styles of programming apart from these two, for example LISP: LISP encases everything with parenthesis (), basic calculations are done with the operator first like so: (+ 1 2 3 4) would evaluate to 10 as opposed to C syntax (and most other syntaxes) which do calculations as you would expect: 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10.

The thing that transcends how you write a computer language is how you think about it. There are a variety of programming paradigms that are very well known and languages tend to be written to follow a certain paradigm, sometimes a number of paradigms.

LISP follows a functional paradigm which means you rely almost exclusively on the return values of functions and your functions don’t have side effects. C and Assembly languages follow a procedural or “imperative” paradigm which means all of the instructions get executed one after another until an answer is found. C++, Java, PHP, Python and pretty much every new language follows the “object oriented” paradigm (along with other paradigms at the same time) which is the idea that you create large data structures called objects and do manipulations on an object basis.

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LISP - so good that it was made by aliens...

 

An easy way to explain the object oriented vs procedural paradigm is like this: The procedural paradigm uses the verb first, e.g. do this to that. Object orientation is the other way around, the data you are working with comes first, e.g. to this, do that. In code it looks something like this: “calculateSqrt(someData)” for procedural and “data.calculateSqrt()” for object oriented.

So once you know the paradigms behind languages, the list of which is quite long for both paradigms and languages, it becomes a lot easier to learn new paradigms and languages.

Luke is currently learning Japanese and he says that learning a new language is all about the immersion. He disagrees with the claim from adults “I’m too old to learn a new language, I’m past the spongy learning age of a child”, he believes that what it takes is the drive to do it, an incentive maybe. Currently he has everything in his life that he can in Japanese: operating system, games, books, computer programs. It’s back to his point about immersion.

When you’re born, you’re surrounded by your primary language and you eventually get used to it. Parents will worry that their children aren’t talking but you don’t get many adults that can’t talk for no reason, so learning a language just takes time and that time will be less the more you are around it.

As for learning new spoken languages, there are similarities between some languages. The alphabet we use, for example, is the Roman alphabet. English, French, German, these use the Roman alphabet and by knowing English you can at least have a go at saying French and German words. Then you have languages that follow entirely different ideas such as Japanese. Trying to learn the English pronunciation of Japanese words will get you nowhere. So it seems similar to how different languages will relate to each other but there are a lot more languages and styles.

How does the syntax of computer language differ from pure mathematical language (for example, Euclidean geometry, but not QED)?

It’s arguable that maths is the universal language. In every country in the world, most people will have a basic understanding of maths and the notation is the same everywhere.

There is also a need to understand at least the basics of maths. There’s not much you can do without an understanding of, for example, numbers. They aren’t difficult to understand and it’s easy to display how numbers apply in real life. When you go shopping you need to be able to compare prices, get the right amount of an item that you need and so on.

The concept of algebra is also really simple. You can apply it to real life situations by using ideas instead of numbers e.g. It’s raining, I don’t want to get wet, what’s the missing variable here? An umbrella. That’s essentially what algebra is at the most basic level, you’re looking for the missing variables and there are methods of finding them, that’s perhaps where it gets a little more difficult for people. I know that a lot of people find it difficult to rearrange equations that use a lot of different mathematical concepts such as indices, logarithms, fractions, pi and so on.

This doesn’t really compare much to computer languages. No one really has a need to learn a computer language as much as they do mathematics and computer languages aren’t universal by any stretch of the imagination. I guess that in conclusion we can say that maths is “better” than computer languages in the way that it is far more widely used, understood and universal.

How does information processing in a computer differ from how information is processed in the brain? Linear vs. lateral perhaps? Neural networks vs. the Turning machine?

This is a topic I have considered in the past. I don’t know enough about the brain to be able to give a conclusive answer but I can certainly theorise.

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The Brain – the original hard drive

Take a hard drive for example. Most modern file systems keep an index of all of your files to increase search speeds. They have journals so they can make sure every transaction happened as it should have done. They are quite fragile and they wear considerably over time (I am talking about spindle hard drives, not solid state). Compare all of these qualities to the human brain.

Our brain can take some time to find things. We don’t remember everything we’ve ever done all at the same time, it takes some thinking to recall a memory which can be made to take less time if someone mentions a keyword that relates to the memory. This is similar to hard drive indexing, hard drives would take a very long time (relatively speaking) to find a file if they didn’t have indexes to speed up the processes. They also don’t remember everything at the same time, they load what they need on short notice into the RAM, which is usually significantly smaller than the hard drive and can perhaps be thought of as “short term memory”.

Hard drive journals are a list of everything they had planned to do and an indicator as to whether or not they completed them. This is useful in case the computer crashes, the hard drive can check on next start-up as to which parts of the journal actually got executed, which didn’t and which got interrupted so it can complete or rollback what it was doing appropriately. Humans have a conscience. We often review what we have done against our morals and other such criteria to determine if it was a good idea and if it wasn’t, we will try and make amends (I admit that this comparison is a little flaky but similar nonetheless).

Hard drives being fragile and wearing over the time is an easy comparison to make. The likelihood of dementia in the human brain significantly increases the older you get and things such as amnesia, which can happen in so many different ways, are akin to a hard drive failing (as insensitive as I made that sound, it still stands).

However, there are differences of course. The human memory works very differently to computer memory. When a computer is told to remember something, that’s what it will do. This is not the case in the brain, it takes a fair amount of learning to commit something to your long term memory. Luke had an example from when he learnt about long term memory in high school: “Imagine long term memory as a field of tall grass. When you walk through the first time, you might not be able to see your tracks. The more you walk through, though, the more clear and defined your path becomes”.

Linking memories and thoughts to other ones are another feature of the human brain that computers aren’t that capable of. The Google search engine is a nice example of a system that does try and remember what you’ve done and adjust to your personality. When you make searches for car rental, for example, Google will try and localise the search to present you with car rental stores that are close to you and subsequently more relevant. Google will also try and look at the links you have clicked in the past and find similar links and put them higher up in your search results. The brain does this really really well, better than any current computer. We are able to make connections between thoughts that are similar.

Since the brain and the computer are (at risk of gross simplification here) both electrical systems, could mental activity be mapped at a base level as binary in the on off function of an electric waveform?

It kind of already has. With brain scans you can see what parts of the brain are active at any time. We understand a lot of parts of the brain, sleep for example. We can tell when someone is asleep just by looking at a real time scan of their brain.

Mapping it is different from simulating it, though. We’re still a long way off fully understanding the brain to the point we can simulate one, which relates very nicely to the next question:

Do you think that self awareness could be coded into a computer? would it require a large body of text, or could you create efficient code that was self aware?

If we did manage to create artificial intelligence, I think it would be monolithic. I don’t think it’s our understanding of computers that is holding us back here, it’s our lack of understanding of the brain. I personally don’t think you would be able to code self awareness but if it were going to be possible, I think it would require a very complete understanding of how the brain works which is something we don’t have.

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The main villain in the Terminator franchise was a neural network that in becoming self aware, rebelled against humanity

I highly doubt that the way the brain learns and stores new things is a simple process. I am more willing to believe that it’s a very complex process and the brain is extremely fast. Thus we would currently be limited by computer processing power even if we did figure out how the brain works and tried to simulate it.

… Self aware code? is it possible to create code that could replicate itself? in a nutshell how would it work?

Viruses. Some viruses can be very simple and others can be very complex. One of the most destructive viruses in the entire world was the Slammer worm and that was only 376bytes. Consider that 1 byte is a single ASCII character, that was almost definitely less than 30 lines of code (the source code for the Slammer virus is available online, you should be able to find it with a Google search).

As for code that can write code, I’m not sure… I don’t think that you could write a programmer program that would write whatever it wanted to. That’s going back to the realm of self awareness.

How self replicating code works is interesting. The most popular way of spreading a virus is by making it email or instant message your contact lists and tricking them to click on a link that will install the virus on their system and then repeat that process on everyone it infects. Social engineering, so to speak. Worms work a little differently, they count on network vulnerabilities to almost silently infect computers without any warning or way of defending against it. I believe these are becoming less and less the more that anti-virus and network software is progressing, though.

Conversely, do you believe that this kind of code could arise on its own? Could there be a ‘ghost in the machine?’

I don’t think so. I think if you left all of the code in the world currently written to run forever you would not get any sentience from it. It’s more likely that it all either ends or crashes due to hardware failure.

I just don’t think that’s how it works. I like to think I have quite an intimate understanding of how computers operate (for someone my age at any rate) and I can’t see any possibilities of code arbitrarily doing something it shouldn’t and turning into artificial intelligence.

In your boat, is ‘artificial’ consciousness artificial? What would the difference between a thinking machine and a human mind be?

The term “thinking machine” seems, to me, a contradiction of terms. Machines can’t really think in the same way that humans do so I think the latter part of the question is null. Humans have the ability to think, feel, theorise, make connections and these are all things that aren’t really fully understood enough to simulate. I think we have a good understanding of emotions and feelings but not quite enough to simulate them in a machine. The idea that a machine could have a sense of feeling is, in my opinion, really strange. How would it work? What would the outcome be? Would it get tired or bored and start refusing to do what you ask it to?

Even if we did manage to create an artificial consciousness, I do believe it would be artificial and totally different to what humans feel and experience. I don’t think we would get taken over by artificial intelligence if it were to arise because I don’t think we would be stupid enough to create such a thing without a backup plan or a backdoor or something. It is true that a lot of programmers leave themselves backdoors into systems or ways to control the outcome of something if they had to. Why would it be different with AI?

The next interview will deal with the nature of DNA as self replicating code and will explore it from a computer science perspective.

 

Article – An Open Question To The Internet about News Consumption

This is an open question to the Internet which will probably not get as many responses as I’d like. I’m posting it anyway..

I am genuinely interested at people’s motivation for hours of news consumption, as I do not understand. I would like to be enlightened as to why people who do little else are so diligant about following the news.

Perhaps I have missed something important, but what is the point investing immense amounts of time watching the news if you are not in a business (such as commodities trading, politics or journalism) which depends upon current events?

Is it for your enjoyment? Is it for your comfort? How the fuck you derive comfort from all the horrible shit that the BBC and CNN like to dig up anyway? Is it for a feeling of personal connection with whats going on? Feeling informed and up to date?

Are you compelled by the violence and warfare? Is fear a motivation? Do you want something new to be emotional about, or new causes to identify?

If you spend on average (like my parents do) an hour a day watching the news on your television that is 365 hours a year spent in front of the box. That’s a little over 15 days straight consuming this information. Why?

What can you do with all this knowledge? Discuss it with friends? What do you gain from this discussion – is it like philosophy in the sense that it can be interesting to debate but is not neccesarily applicable?

Does it all have some other purpose that I have missed?

Please leave a comment and tell me. I want to know!

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Article – Uses of the word ‘just’

“Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill”

Just’ is only a word, right? Sure, it seems innocent, but it can also be an insidious means of daily self sabotage that you havn’t even realised. How is that, you may ask?

In application the word can be a cowardly. It’s used as a mitigator. Used to justify things.

For example, we often justify evil deeds after we have done them.

“I was just following orders..”

“I just wanted to get her attention..”

‘Just’ is used to soften the blow or obscure the true nature of the statement. It clouds the meaning of a past event or tries to abdicate responsibility. When you disclaim responsibility, in a personal sense  you disempower yourself.

‘Just’ is often a dishonestly used precursor to something unpleasant. A nurse reassures you that she’s ‘just’ going to ‘pop‘ this needle in your arm, then pulls out a syringe with a 8 inch tip. Of course, this needle may have the anti-venom that saves your life. All is relative!

‘Just’ gets a say in how we make law:

We need justice of course..

But justice relies on law, and law is defined by morality. And morality is a human construct, as far as can be seen. There are no laws other than the laws of nature (unless you believe in karma?)

Building on this point and generalizing a little, human morality is closer to fashion than natural law. Over the centuries, as ethics have ‘evolved’ morality has changed remarkably. The Romans thought slaves where OK. The Nazis thought Jews where subhuman. Cavemen (may) have thought killing people outside of your tribe was ok.

Goes without saying that this doesn’t mean you should go raping and pillaging, using the excuse that there is no absolute morality. Saying this I am sure people out there have used it as an excuse. Perhaps people who read a lot of Nietzsche?

And of course there are exceptions to ethical ‘fashions’, most cultures throughout history seem to agree that murdering people and sexing up your kin is a bad business!

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Just taking the flag for a walk...

In terms of personal power, justification can be a terrible way to continually sell yourself short without realizing it. Why do you have to justify yourself to anyone? Why do you have to justify anything you do?

Are you not confident in your actions? Are people continually challenging your motivations or if what you are doing is ‘right’ or ‘wrong’. Do you feel that you have to justify it to them or face some sort of punishment?

Is the voice of some long gone authority figure in your head, still trying to give you orders?

You are better than that!

Try a little experiment in personal power.

Make a conscious effort to monitor what you say and minimise your use of ‘just’ in conversation.  Whenever you feel you may say it, don’t! You’ll probably find that the insidious thing slips out on it’s own anyway! Your social conditioning can be hard to break indeed. Remember, you aren’t ‘just’ going to do something, you either do or you don’t.

Consider it possible that every time you use the word just before anything else that you sell yourself short. You are in a way trying to mitigate what you are about to do. Do you need to do that so often?

‘Just’ is just a word. But it is what it implies about your motives and sense of certainty when you use it that is important.

TL;DR: Don’t use the word ‘just’ as much as you usually do, you don’t need to justify yourself so much.

 

Thought Tool: Attaining ‘It’ and Now.

It is the attainment of.

Of what? I cannot name it.

it is always available now.

But it may have to wait until you accept that it can happen now.

in this way, it may not happen now

until you are ready to allow it to.

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